was very tired todae dno y..although i slept at only 11.30 yesterdae nite...so drag myself to school todae and nearly late for school..lucky i managed to squeeze onto the bus..first two periods were lecture..so not entertaining at all..so i rest back my head on the table behind me and slept..lol..didnt get caught..den break after 2 hours, but then dun feel like eating anithing, so slept at canteen lor..and the best thing is , almost like everyone from the table left after eating, and no one even bothered to wake me up lah...wth rite..fine lorrr....den after sch went gym for 30 mins, cause was still exhausted and i scared i will collaspe if i train like normal, can feel the dizziness after i finished one set of exercises, so better stopped..den lunch ate one milo bar..was quite used to not eating nowadays le, cuz last time wan save money buy stuffs den nv eat mah..so in the end its a daily routine not to eat le..still dno whether its a right choice to save money last time lahh...


mixed feelings and complicated minds nowadays...ti tried my best already, but things are not turning out for the better...dun have means dun have..perhaps wat my frens had said are true